I am about to fall into tears. I have been wanting to write a post today, but now I just need to write out of pure joy and happiness! It's one of those happiness' that needs to be shared with the world!
I felt so alone sometimes in these past months, out of pure depression. My whole family has felt it, but now it will all be over.
I can't tell you in words how freeing this is.
Also, out of one of the many celebrations, I wanted to watch Spirit Stallion of the Cimarron and make some type of pumpkin-fall-ish dessert!
I hope to do these things soon :)
Furthermore, another happy, happy announcement, is that my riding has dramatically changed in the past two /three weeks! Why?? It went from me falling forward and having horrible balance (I have no idea how I got into those bad habits), to having an awesome trot, leg, posture, and confidence!
My confidence has become so amazing these past few weeks - starting with school. Then transferring into the idea that I could be having a horse very soon and the fact I want to be a vet for them and other animals.
I want a life with them.
I learned how to use the dressage whip, too.
Whenever I had gotten it before, I didn't know how to use it and it always got stuck in my stirrup.
Now, even though I still have trouble trying to keep a trot and getting it to my other hand when changing direction, I was having a blast using it at my last lesson!
I wasn't hurting Phantom, but he was a little lazy and I never hit him hard! That is the one thing I can't do to any horse or creature. Nuh uh.
I also asked my instructor when I can canter, and she said she had the utmost, complete faith that I could do it, but now it was just waiting for my confidence.
I wonder if we will tomorrow :)
Another happy thing also, is that I had Justin's Dark Chocolate Peanut Butter cups today which I shared with my dad.
We both agree they are better than Reese's. It's like, Screw REESE's!
I also got another cookbook, Vegan Food Gifts. It looks amazing. I am now waiting for Very Vegan Christmas Cookies.
Ah, if I haven't made it clear already, I love life. Especially right now.
I can't tell you how dramatic the changes in my emotional levels have changed within the past two weeks.
It's been one amazing roller coaster.
So, I hope I get that phone soon so you can see my life :)
Have a good rest of the weekend guys :)
P.S. if you follow my blog, make it public so I can feel like I am not just writing to a page :( Thanks :)
